super sian these days...dunno y...jus....super sian..its like...u jus dun wan to think or talk about certain things...but yet u still think abt it. its kinda irritating. but its not like its got anything to do wif you-know-what thing, so hope ppl won't think im being sian cos of dat thing la. heh.


today very sian...early morning can sleep half an hour more, but sister's clock woke me up, making me think dat its MY time to wake up...den went sch..even more sian..got GP mock..i was stoning most of the time. read one quesiton, stone 15minutes den continue the rest...essay and compre was reallie hard for me i think.
anyways, but after the paper, everything was good. went town to eat wif meiting, yupei, nana n pink...i love meiting! she can eat wif me! like...amazingly, all of us finished a bowl of ramen, but me n meiting did not feel a thing in our stomach! im serious..i dun even feel i ate anything lor...den i go da bao for meiting Yakun...lolx. den went to heeren's to get cookies...OMG...

ok..im reallie quite sian now...very sian..damn sian!!!!

maybe i should reallie blog sumthink...lolx. monday we had PE...and we played bball wif T11 ppl....but apparently the game didnt go very well cos both classes didnt take things lightly...they were too worried abt not being able to beat us...and us, trying our best to win them to get back our pride. they said they didnt wan to play wif us cos they dun think it would be challanging..so we were like quite pissed la...in the end we won!!! its like the first time my class ever get so united la!!! the girls were screaming like crazy...so fun!!!
was supposed to study for my econs mock yesterday...but ended up sleeping too much...lolx and only managed to study a little today. i think im gonna flunk it again...
hahaa today was damn fun...me n pinky kept playing...n laughing....and getting so distracted...esp during phy lessons today....we were like laughing like mad la...haha...
and sum things happen unexpectedly...my goodness. how can tis thing ever happen? lolx. can't imagine still..

yesterday was a reallie tiring day...my PTM was at 7.45am k...i was quite surprised hoho didnt say much...she jus said i didnt perform well for her sub (econs), and dat i didn't give her enuff face..lolx. so she noes i dun wan to study for her sub eh...but im studying already...like these few days. anyway PTM ended at like 7.55am..damn early. went home to sleep before meeting may n qianyi..shopping wif them is soooo tiring....we walked here n there...eat and went Tangs to spray some perfume on ourselves cos we smell of noodles (our lunch) dat time. ya...den headed to sch...played some catching game barefooted and it reallie hurts. lolx.
den we went to the MPH for the farewell...the J1s were reallie cool when receiving us...they stood in 2 straight lines and shouted some reallie familiar to me commands like sedi-ya n hormat. den we walked in the middle like on some red carpet. den eat a lot...the food was reallie great la..and i heard the pasta was prepared by the guys too??? same as my batch odac guys...toking abt new age guys...haha. the skit put up by the entertainment department was reallie funny la...*claps* i mus say this group of J1s r reallie capable and talented manz. and i reallie appreciate their effort put in for this farewell... feel so bad dat my batch didnt give the previous batch one...lolx. anyways, the night was good and i get to bring home some food too..hahaha...ya. dats. -out-

school's been fun mainly becos of the stupid things we do....muihui's stupid waving action, JJ, CBBCB, pink's cute boy? lolx. one of the stupid things was during GP lect yesterday....stupid yupei was asking me if i have perfect eyesight????!!! everyone who knows me noe i wear specs right? so i was really amazed by her question...lolx. and i replied her "ya..i got perfect eyesight...im jus wearing sunglasses" and it sounded damn stupid dat we kept laughing...and the "not so high"---for those who know. lolx.
wad else....oh today after our morning lectures, we were supposed to haf our break lar...but all of us forgot to bring money down. so we had to go back to class to get it...but apparently weide didn't open the class...so we were like stucked. so Bun tried to grab the dustpan by stretching his arms tru the windows and managed to grab hold of it...den he tried to hook muihui's bag using the pole...lolx and bun's facial expression exactly shows a man who urgently needs a toilet!!!!! lolx. we were laughing while he was trying to do his best to get the bag~....haha...and many other stupid things i wan to write but...too many.
and so....today we celebrated bun's bday....supposed to be 2ml but he'd spend it wif muihui...lolx. went pasta mania...den took neoprints...oh, during the photo-taking, me n muihui suddenly got covered by the curtains (dunno wad to call it...the backdrops??? u noe wad i mean right...those coloured backgrounds), but i appeared first, muihui was still covered by the ugly green cloth!!! then huiying push me away while trying to 'save' muihui...lolx. stupid pink. but it was damn scary...like we almost got kidnapped or sumthink...haha.
den jus now i was toking to muihui on e bus...and i realised how ugly a character i had when i was about secondary 1/2, and probably even primary school. i actually told her i don't like her straight in her face!!!! and she was so sad...hahaha...but cos dat time i hated ppl who could do well in their studies..and muihui was one of them. and she was sssssssoooo hardworking...hahha. but like come to think of it, it was reallie stupid, childish n selfish of me to think dat way....aw...lucky i think i did changed. i wouldnt wan dat ME now lo...wad a long post i haf here. *u guys can wake up liao...lolx

ah....reallie need to dig a hole to hide myself in sch 2ml...pink ask me to trust cute boy...how to trust u tell me..lol. i wan bang my head against e wall liao...but nvm. jus enjoy the morning assembly 2ml... :p

hehe....hoho made me stay back in sch to study...supposed to end lesson at 1.50 but can only leave at 5.10...pity me pls...thank u. haha ok. but in e end she never come and find me...idert...ok. but joce was really nice to stay back wif me, den study together wif FFg...

stupid pinky today made me say bye to JJ in front of HIm!!! so paiseh...argh. ppl, JJ is jus eye candy k...not serious wan hor...haha. dun anyhow think...lol
sch's quite fun...esp during break today...i was trying to say "kangkong" but accidentally say "kongkang" and it was so funny la...at that time..now say not funny liao...den i like always mix chinese n english in e end the language like dunno wad...but pink seems to understand my language...lol
oh, and i realised many teenagers got signs of having low blood pressure??? like me...nana...and pink..lol ah..nuthing to tok. jus crapping. ok byebye

wah...sch's like so tiring...and i actually skipped sch cos of dat. my mum like scold me lar..but i really can't get up from bed...despite sleeping at 9plus last night. haiz. ok. lol

yesterday we celebrated racial harmony..and JJ was jus in front of me!!! like very near...den pink tried ways n means to make me appear to accidentally hit him...cos too squeezy. but when pink finally succeeded in pulling my hand to hit his back, i forgot to apologise. haha..was stoning. pink on the other hand, succeeded in toking to her cute boy (who was sitting beside JJ) hahaha..i shouldnt haf skipped orientation dat time. shoots.

i finally went to church today...after 2 months i think. but i still didn't go service lah..jus fellowship. still, its a good start right? haha...
i dunno y, but i decided to commit to fellowship at least for now...hmmm.

despite the hole in my pocket, i still called e NKF thinggi...wanted to call the one call wan...but accidentally called e 5 calls wan. lol and i used my hp to call...my mum's gonna scream at me...but i hope she understands y i wan to help so much, although the call i made jus now was not even enuff to help a child, but still, i hope it makes a difference la...hey not trying to be wei da here k...but seriously, dunch u all think dat u all r soooooo fortunate? at least we can tok, walk, run, hear, see....there r some who are born blind or deaf. haiz. my brother jus sigh n say "life's unfair" after seeing the show. but i remember someone saying, u won't poor to death in singapore, becos if u need help, u jus need an advertisement on e tv, and donations will jus keep rolling in to ur doorsteps. but still, its terrible to see how the kids spend their childhood. living on machines n operations....

anyways, i said i wanted to study yesterday? well....i didnt. lol i was still tired...though i slept in e afternoon. ok i've planned my schedule n i realised i only got about 9 days to study for my econs mock test which consists of 3 essays...on the whole syllabus. BLESS ME. and i seriously wan to pass it to show the bitch something. ahhhhh someone help me pls...how am i supposed to do dat considering how badly i've been doing for econs? nvm...

oh my goodness!!!! eunice jus told me abt this guy who helps ppl pluck eyebrows in orchard road!!!! a guy....big sissy. and i jus saw his webbie...disgusting. damn disgusting..but i wan to laugh. http://www.anzwers.org/trade/sghunk1976/sghunkweb.html and so, we laugh together k. lol

a bit bad i noe...but well...lol

anyways, i seriously lack sleep or sumthink. slept so much today and finally managed to finish packing all my books. im studying tonight! haha jia you me k....study....

oh....huiying's dad tot i am a sikh.....thanks ah...cos i dat time see him is dark dark wan...haiz. some tot i malaysian, some say i korean, some say malay, some say jap???......i am a singaporean chinese~

wah...i was home at 2.30pm. like damn early~ watched tv and slept until like 8pm. i guess i was jus too tired...

im down for econs remedial, again. but i think its still good for me afterall...mus reallie buck up before someone barks at me. dat B***H.

JJ looks sad today.....wonder y...hor pink? i see him sad i also sad. lol. oh no....haha. anyways, got some GP mock compre early in e morning 2ml...sian 1/2. den sunday going shopping wif may n qianyi...i think. but is like...i'm like so poor tis month!!! i've never felt so poor before...haha i shouldnt hang out so often i guess...

Life's been much simpler without odac...more time, but yet im not doing anything productive still. but i feel...sumthink's different now...

haiz...in e sch library now....and JJ is outside...hahaha...anyways...

im pretty sad right now becos we jus got back our temporary report card, and my teacher didn't reallie write much encouraging stuff on it...its more of a 'bian di' me kind of remarks..shit her la. she is like so shit la...i admit i didnt do well for her econs..but at least my other 2 subs improved right? she dun even care..all she say is jus 'im still lousy' kind. fff...
hmm..birthday was fun....classmates celebrated it wif me at LJS, together wif 2 baker's inn cake. and i had to finish it myself...lucky got weide..heh. den at night met up wif buddies (geri, deb n hui). went to Chomp Chomp n ate a lot...they made me drink after dat...

den yesterday the odac girls surprised me wif a brownie which may say i always stare at when i go there..oh we were at marche. den we eat quite a bit...take neoprints n try out many funny stuff at top shop. i will come back later. lesson is starting.

seriously, i think i should start to get may to run wif me...i've been eating TOO MUCH!!! ah shit...haha

tok abt sunday...met up wif sue n gen at newton. same place, same seat, same stall, same food! haha...but this time, jiabao came...haha. sue left on sunday...byebye sue..see u in december~! haha...after eating, met up wif siao (qianyi) n may...made me try tis shirt from top shop..lol. den we went to zijian's hse for the party...i reallie wonder y the guys can make such good carbonara~ahhh...the guys were busy cooking in e kitchen, while the girls were up in the room doing mr lim's pressie...damn nice..haha...and they got a thong for mr lim!!! may's stupid idea..heard its his 5th thong from ODAC..haha. anyways, the night was good....

today, went sch...get back papers...i finally passed my GP!!!! same as pink...but we one of the lowest in class..wadeva. pass can liao. haha. den...maths i got B!!!! didnt expect to get dat...serious...as for econs..i think im the bottom 5% la...like 26/100.....the ONLY F in class. heh. who cares..haha. okok i should start to care liao...

jus now went tuition...den to enmin's hse cos she said she wanted to prepare a meal for me..so i ate again...like baked rice, soup, tea-eggs n sausages...and chocolates. haha. so full so full...and im eating much 2ml too...shit manz.

yawns so tired now...gtg.

today is quite a fun day...i was intending to stay home so dat i can prepare my notes properly n get to studying on monday....but qian n may got to think of making konniyaku jelly for 2ml's party...so we had to meet today to do it since qian's got tuition 2ml. and so...i met may on the train and went to ikea first...she wanted to shop for some inspirations for her new hse...and dragged me along...den we went to qianyi's hse...

wow the view from her house is like..great!! can see sentosa and the sea lo..damn nice view...den we make jelly...and eat...and make...and eat. hahaha...ya...dats how i spent my day. hmmm. 2ml's mr lim's bday...so J2s meeting at zijian's hse to celebrate...think we'd haf fun..and hope we can go back to last time nov xp kind of feeling..heh

ah...heard about 2 cases of hamster death today....so sad...one of which is the one me n sue bought for gen...*sobz* but anyways, gen already burried it at her house downstairs already...may it RIP.

anwyays, i almost got knocked down by a car today!!! i was walking alone (ya sad, i was alone..cos waiting for ppl). and so...i tot tis road was a zebra crossing, and didn't notice it was actually a road wif traffic cos the road was simply too short!!! so i was jus walking across the road, while on e phone wif pink, and i heard cars starting horning!!!! but i didn't realise i was walking wif the red light~...jus kept walking. until i reached the other end, when everyone was staring at me, dat i realised...i almost died. hahaha..Thank God.

youth day is today...Mr Lim still never fails to entertain us...i think he is like damn talented la...haha. after photo-taking, went to watch windstruck wif qian and may....MAY CRIED~!!~!~!~~! cos its like a bit sad..and its nice la. damn nice. hahaha. went to buy my shoes after dat..yeah!! dats all i guess...bye!

lalala...todAY is quite fun...went fish n co wif meiting, yupei, nana, pink, bun and mh...had much fun there...plus the good food..wooh~ haha. im so tired...weather is good, sleep should be nice tonight. haha. ok i'll post more 2ml...bye

i hope tis doesn't fail me anymore...i tried posting something long yesterday but it didn't publish and the whole page jus fail to do anything...sick. alright. i got back my results...hahaha some. got a D for physics luckily and thanks to my mcq dat pulled e marks up.. i'm predicting an F for econs unless i really do damn well for case study..reason being, i got 5/25 for my essay. hooray. maths...i reallie dunno. but i hope i get..a D at least? or gimme a C pls? haha...

2ml is huiying, sheena and hweeling's bday...so cool eh? same year, same date. but my pocket got hole now...hahaz *complains* but my turn will come soon..haha *hintZ*
JJ is so cool!!! haha he stood beside me yesterday during assembly..

yuying (sunday school mate), left yesterday for melbourne to study...so sad...
and...tis sunday is mr lim's bday...think we celebrating on sat..gonna be fun man! haha...arghh...i feel like playing pool now...stupid qianyi...hahaha got influenced by her! i got to study soon! no today...but MAYBE 2ml..haha bye~

ah...finally, i managed to sign in. stupid shit. ok...the 3 days after exams were wonderful! haha. met up wif susan n gen on friday...paid 3bucks to get into sentosa, jus to soak in the sea water...--->>> all thanks to susan. haha...me n gen almost drowned when trying to pull each other down (we were too short to reach the ground)..and we only managed to get out of the waters about 1 hour later, when we finally head to newton for lunch!!! wow wow wow. tell u man...the lunch...yichibang! *thumbs up* we got ourselves stingray, (ok y am i eating myself)...dunno wad kangkong ah? and...dunno wad la...haha. and many stuff...eat till siao! den went gen's hse to rot until about 11am, and left for P.S for the 1am show(spiderman). gen was sleeping truout la..dun tok abt her. haha...after show, went back to gen's hse to sleep. haha...

sat was nuthing much cos i was running a slight fever...but pinky say it was NO BIG DEAL. fine. haha. she say she can be a doctor? ka pui. the patients will all jus die ya?

sunday, was at east coast park for some streetwise run...i was in charge of giving out rubberbands to the runners at the 2.5km mark, to indicate that they passed the point. i think i saw julia tan from sjc??!!! wad is she doing there??!! haha..and of cos, my godmother, iris. haha. after CIP, went to rot at town and played a bit of pool wif qianyi...may and li juan basically stoned while eating their bread! and we actually went to sophia's (odac senior) hse after dat to watch soccer wif her brothers becos no one else wanted to let us into their hse...

sadly...greece won. i was hoping and expecting portugal to win...but aiyah...heck. haha..the brothers were cute!!! hor qianyi??!! haha..and so..i jus woke up..yeah. haha. bun, post long enuff anot???!!....................

yeah!!!

exams finally ended!!! haha...but stupid enqi got to tell me "exams ended so wad, u still got a big one coming up".....ok anyways. im really damn happy today! not only dat mid year's over...but.....i finally sat wif JJ during exam! and its my last paper...National Edu paper dat i actually sat wif him. nvm 30mins enuff...haha..ok. ppl dun anyhow think..JJ is jus someone..ssssshhh. the NE quiz damn funny...got one question they show SR NATHAN's pic...ask us put down the option to his name. everyone like started laughing..damn retarded la..like who dunno...but ya. heh. i got holidays till monday! yeah! i think most youths haf it too..yaya im getting crappier by the minute. bye.

Uray Wong
13th July 1986