oh..so i am online...when i jus told hy im not going online for a week...except weekends..and she jus said she thinks im quite determined to do so..but ya...look. lolx

alright..i've been feeling quite shitty e whole of today...cos i think i reallie reallie reallie stupidly sucks at econs...im reallie a retart when it comes to econs la. can anyone tell me y am i so stupid. argh. 3 weeks to prelims..from tis week on, sch is gonna end at 12.30 everyday..dats kinda cool..but i hope i maximise the time given to me man...need to be more disciplined n focused.

oh..toking abt monday...went out wif dani, eunice, juan n may...buy siao's present. lolx...and we had the $1.39 topless 5 at swensens...yummy. den me n may headed to hougang mall for dinner n study cos she had craving for Hans...dat bloody woman. i tot it was weird studying at Hans la..like..jus weird u see...but we did anyway. lolx. but didnt study much cos she kept doing stupid stuff like msging my fren secretly, asking him to reply me only like 1/2hr later cos i need to study...haha. n she insisted dat she didnt send dat la...wth. lolx. den we realised e both of us haf the same way of writing..as in..grabbing e pen n ya writing!!! quite amazed by dat though...lucky for the mirror beside us...heh. so much fun. n we r celebrating siao's bday 2ml!

happy bday siao!

argh. i can't take tis crap anymore lar.....jus leave me alone pls. u r making my head burst. wtf

alrite. so today's maths mock was crap...totally rubbish. i think at most i can get is...an O...1st time im gonna fail my maths..how encouraging when exams r so near...

lucky for geraldine...went her hse...had fun being tortured by her...yeah~ lolx. she is so crap...treats me like im her maid...ok at least i get free food..but...yar...pour water i pour myself...and FOR HER...den help her massage..lolx.

ok..its a bit sad JW lost....i was so confident dat she'd win...cos like win 3 games liao jus need 1 more...but maybe jus lack a bit of luck. orh the korean is so noisy la...damn noisy..wanted to stuff her ping pong n susilo's shuttle cock into dat korean's mouth la...cos pingpong too small for her mouth. argh. quite irritated. alrite stay cool....

aaaahhh...so tired....did some prusiking today wif andrey, mana n jason...cos mr lim need to take some photos...i was in quite an awkward position la...cos me n jason like sharing one rope..n drey n mana was jus beside me den their ropes kept whacking me..esp mana. so rough. haha. but it was fun..took photos like we were some stars...haha. we'll see how it turn out in the sch mag manz.
hmmm hy a bit siao siao today...she quite high la...den suddenly she said she want to be sad..cos happy for too long le. retarted---dats my word k...jer stole it from me. haha. n so....my maths mock is on sat...im jus trying to remind myself..its time to start my maths!

hmmm so sad...susilo lost to that thailand guy...although dat thai quite cute. haha. but reallie sad...he mus be so disappointed... 1:15 quite jia lat..hmm nvm. okies im so tired now....had my physics mock untill like 6.30 lar...so damn late. *yawns* and maths mock is on sat! all the pure maths topics...dats like almost everything??~!~ save me pls...nvm. its the last lap already...not now den when. lolx. y am i always trying to be so positive...but its good...oh, my show start le. byebye!

aiyoh....finally got e mood to update. always online but like a bit lazy...okies...jus had tuition not long ago...3 hrs lor...at meiting's hse..den today quite special. cos we combined wif sheena n huiying...so all 4 tuition together for the physics mock 2ml. quite funny...dat hy keep laughing..n eating...she eat more than me today. be surprised. haha. alrights. im quite stressed now!!! jus realised how much i dunno abt my work...sianz.

enuff abt work manz...haha. tok abt sunday! went out wif pink, nana, joce, bun, yaogong, joel, edwin...and pink's cousin fiffee..n her frens. lolx. it was so squeezy at esplanade!!! everyone like jus keep pushing n pushing jus to find themselves a good place to watch the fireworks. den got tis guy like turn back n scolded an old man say "aye, can u stop touching me, im going to sue u for molesting me.." and they started all the vulgarities n disgusting stuff. i tot they were a bit weird..so old already...still threaten to sue..haha. now mus wait for JJ to send us the photos..the fireworks reallie damn nice!!! plus my position was so good!!! despite the crowd..lolx. oh...den after fireworks n stuff i went to meet deb n hui...haha sorry geri...too bad u werent around...heh.

oh...talking abt today...eunice like make me so angry k...first time i flared up on her...she was so shocked. she tot i was pretending to be angry..so she continued playing wif me..dun wan to return me my beloved. so i like reallie shouted at her la...den she return me..still thinking i was joking. __" stupid eunice. but after dat she msged me to apologise...guess my reaction also a bit too big la..afterall its eunice tan. dat stupid girl. she wouldnt think i'd ever get angry at sumone. haha..dun think i so nice can..im quite a bad person. alrights

hmm i took 1 mth break from fellowship...but i'll still go back for bible study. jus hope during tis period of time..when im actually getting too busy wif my studies, i dun neglect other things too..like God, family n frens...haiz.

http://www.sanriotown.com/psycho/psycho.htm ----- try dat! i got like 120%...it says "regardless of wad happen, u will never forget to care for others. u mus be reallie happy to hear comments such as u r so understanding n caring! taking care of other is probably ur most impt task. but sumtimes, u reallie care too much. For eg, when u joke around ppl who r upset, u probably end up hurting them instead. so e best way to take care of ppl is to show ur care naturally"

how true can dat be? lolx. ei im studying. byebye. haha

hmm...i wanted to study very hard today...but my dad wans me to go to my uncle's hse like in the AFTERNOON for DINNER....so i didn't managed to do much...for once i felt like doing sumthink..but spoilt. ya...

did u guys watch Singapore Idol??? i think its quite interesting!~! almost died when the lemon tree guy n the stripper came out la!!! my goodness...they r reallie courageous manz...hahaha n the guy who sings so softly...reallie a bit ridiculous..ppl ask him to stop singing..he still down there mumbling...lolx. a bit bad..but i didn't noe there r singaporeans who r not ashame of themselves ah...zi tao throw face wan..alamak.

ooo national day today...yeah happy national day...i miss Sir Mohammad...lolx.. if u guys dunno him, he is tis Police officer who used to train me footdrill at SAS. lolx...

stupid geri n deb...i actually watched them type those comments on my tag-board...lolx. was at geri's hse....ya...anyways...


didnt go fellowship today cos i wanted to go out wif my frens....sorry grace...and Mr doctor...n krishna n whoevers' reading my blog. ok...so...


today was kinda a screwed day for most of us...but it all turned out well afterall la...lets see...hmm. me n geri were both late, was on the same bus to the train station, but didnt see each other on e bus..wad e...den when walking, i called her...and the person in front of me picked up e phone...and so ya...quite diaoz. went to meet deborah tan n saw her in some retro sunglasses...reminds me of wad yupei did..lolx. den she brought us to Lee Wei Song School of Music...lolx. quite fun...cos jiayu (deb's bf), is like his student la..so today got open hse...den we go peng chang. den we happened to be sitting wif the singers in the same room and listen to them practise their songs...oh yar..jus remembered i forgot to try their refreshments!!!! wah laoz deborah!!!! i told u i wan to eat right....haha.


ok den...we roamed round orchard trying to find a hair salon cos geri wanted to cut her hair...but all the salons like saying they closing liao..not even takin in one more customer!!! like...hello...no wonder the career talk guy like say singapore's customer service reallie quite bad as compared to overseas...dats like so sad. if there's one salon willing to jus open a little while longer, they'd haf earned more...dats like quite econs..but yar.

i missed my xi lin men!!! but lucky joce taped the last 15mins for me...hahah. thanks joce. hmm..geri become skinnier le!!! n a bit prettier la...a bit...hahaha...den deborah a bit more meat...but...still damn skinny...look like some bamboo...even more skinny than yupei..jus imagine. ooooo...


so the 3 of us all agreed that we dun reallie need to haf a lot of gd frens to survive? a few like us enuff liao...its like..we realised its kinda hard to find gd frens nowadays...not dat they r bad...but its jus...afterall, i spent 4 years wif my buddies, getting scolded by our seniors n going tru all the shit together...but JC frens only 2 years..how much thick n thin do u haf to tok abt in e 1st plc? maybe for odac ppl...got la...risked our lives together...but we r still not able to accept some of the ppl's weaknesses...yar..so much for my crap. hahaha...so happy to meet up wif them...although i got bullied again!!! lolx.

i think i damn good girl...starting to study le...i mean reallie study lei..haha...want to hopefully finish study for my physics mock tis holiday...since its not a lot of topics. hmm..everybody pls study hard k!!! chem mock on wed..phy n maths the following week...better study manz! (i no need study for chem..jus reminding ppl like mana...) lolx.

wah...damn shuang now...slept from like 2 plus to now...a bit the long...dunno wad's so tiring abt sch manz.

today..national day celeb...quite fun..at least it was better than last year..in terms of organisation n the performance...i like all the performance...first time see gymnast ppl doing stunts...was stunted. haha...den dance club ppl so damn hot...e other performers also not bad...i like angel when she act as the earth...can't imagine she is from environmental society..lolx. but we got tis walkaton around the sch...i think about 2.8km...same as odac morning run route..haha..

but tis morning damn stupid....cos i wanted to sit down after changing but our class got no bench outside la..so i tot of 'stealing' it from T17 temporarily first...jus borrow n sit awhile la...den i got mh to come n steal wif me...so we like...went over n jus started dragging the bench..den the guys from dat class started shouting...n they came out of their class n started scolding damn loudly..den they scold weide...i dunno y they need to make a big fuss out of a bench..like..jus say "ei y u all take our bench"..if we reallie mean to steal it right, we wouldn't be so stupid as to steal it right in front of their class right...STUPID. can't they like share awhile...siao wan lei. wah lao i damn angry la...make mh cry...i noe is our fault also la..but i think if we steal from T19 right..their actions would be much more civilise...never mind...dun angry le. poor jerermy..i keep complaining to him. lolx.

oh..the odac girls went to eat today..a few of us only..the rest dunno die until wer...its been quite some time since we last eat together..while our odac guys r always watching movies together...damn rich.

OMG....channel 8 the police case show now showing the murder case in my church many years ago....some caretaker, an indian, lolx, killed his brother-in-law cos of dunno wad...and cook him into curry...and discard it..very scary right...my church lei. hahaha. but dat was damn long ago. my dad tok to that caretaker before lei..i think...haha...

anyways....today got career talk.. den i went to some banking n finance...pinky made me sit beside JJ...den quite fun la he...lolx. the ppl in finance r like so damn rich la....they invite those ex cjc-ians...den went hospitality...got this guy who is the boss of pasta mania...dunno boss or wad..but big shot...tok to us abt it lor...n some interesting ppl tok too...den 3rd one i choose Acting Career cos i wan to see Tay Bing Hui n Jacelyn Tay...they ex cjc students worr...lolx..she so pretty, he so shuai! lolx....today was fun...although i was a bit down today...but...everything is fine now...i think.

Hide me now

Under your wings

Cover me

within your mighty hand



When the oceans rise and thunders roar

I will soar with you above the storm

Father you are king over the flood

I will be still and know you are God



Find rest my soul

In Christ alone

Know his power

In quietness and trust



When the oceans rise and thunders roar

I will soar with you above the storm

Father you are king over the flood

I will be still and know you are God

heehee...went to church today. den i was asking grace if she could give me 2months off from church...she was like..."why??!!" lolx...lucky she didnt. ok...i'll try to go down as often as i can k....
actually i wanted to post tis song...but can't find the lyrics...alamak. but if i post, i think pinky will say i act holy....haha cos is christian song. lolx. ok wadeva. im starting work now!!! yeah manz!

Uray Wong
13th July 1986