Tuesday, November 30, 2004
bleahx. being forced to update. stupid limhui. wer's my chocolate from thailand huh?! faster dig it out later fa mei i box u arh. haiyoh...actually nowadays also never do much things. jus went for a few interviews, at first got job but pay abit low so i didnt go report work :p den today went for another interview wif jb. den he treated me to swensens! hahaz. actually he also never use his own money la...he got vocher (how to spell dat ah)...so yar...den went to sign up some classes wif hui, deb n sharon. hooray geri signing up 2ml! cool. my mother was nagging like mad cos i told her e class is for 3mths..but actually only 1 mth..so kinda ex u see. hehe...but nvm. i shall work n pay her back. okie..been watching tis vcd called qiang wei zhi lian by s.h.e...quite nice. i think e shoe very funny. but its so long...take ages to finish. i've been watching it since monday. like almost whole day. now, back to rotting.
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
heh-heh. 2 days of rotting and doing nuthing. isnt dat all i've ever wish for? but i can't take boredom anymore...esp when my stupid tv has no remote control, no channel U, no other channels except channel 8, 5 and suria. huiying is going to laugh. its so sad. nvm...its time i go get some vcds to watch...i got so much time! and no one wans to hire me yet. haha..all need permanent. and i can't possibly jus get settled wif 900bucks per mth for 10hrs a day right. so....i hope jb can help me get e job at e motorola shop. good lobang.
met enqi today...i jus realised, even if i dun meet up wif a person for too long, i am still able to update tat person wif my life..but others can't. i feel like she dont speak much abt herself anymore. its sad...maybe i should've spent more time wif her...so we all agree ppl change like all e time? everytime. be it good or bad, hard to judge too. but we all change? hai...dat makes e world so complicated...complicated world. ppl trying to be simple aint succeeding. bleahs. and u, dun confuse me wif wad u've wrote...i don't wan to think abt tis.
i was reading tru my old journals..and realised, blogspot is indeed better than blurty. i see how i used to speak in e past, and compare it wif now. changes. picked out some quotes "live like u r going to die 2ml" "live in e present, learn from e past, plan for e future"...r u doing it?
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Friday, November 26, 2004
i quote "good bye to CJC... the school with terrible teachers and terrible students"---pinky ng. ok, jus generalising..not all is bad. i see good ones too. its finally over. im reallie jus so relieved. like....finally i can do anything i want..which includes, doing nuthing. yes. and i simply love tat. stoning is a good way of relaxing. hooray. but wad can be fun without money? actually haf. but..u still need e bit bit bit of $$$. so..i need to work. pretty soon. wif sue. haha.
i was packing my stuff..and i didnt noe wad stuff i should keep and wad not to...cos im afraid i might need it again. tat means if i were to flunk my As..i may haf to retake. ahahha. and i realised i got both simon and char's notes. shall pass it to shawn. haha . play hard.
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
bun is the best! (part 2)
thanks bun!! ahaha...
anyways...caught 2 movies today!!! incredibles and umizaru...wow....2 good shows man. esp umizaru!!!! its e best show i watch tis year...haha...reallie man...got shuai ges, good story line...and, i jus simply love e story la!! abt divers and teamwork and buddy spirit...woah. great. go watch it!!! incredibles....quite a good cartoon...not those brainless ones..haha..so its not too bad. e dash (dunno spell correctly not) is so cute!!! e way he ran on e water..lol. go watch if u wan sth different. heh.
and so! today's physics paper 3...not too bad. but...dunno...shit. im kinda worried for my results. hmm but shouldnt la...no matter wad, i'll still get e results ultimately, so should take e easier way of playing n relaxing first..and not worry. haha...i need to do lots of stuff. shit. haha..so busy...stupid paper 2ml. heh. yeah. *freedom*
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Monday, November 22, 2004
oh man..i feel like im so dead for my As noe. maths, can do but got alot careless mistakes..cannot do very well. physics..mcq like shit though its supposed to be easy la...den today econs, wah, best..i never read trade la..e whole case study i wanted to cry...den i keep hearing charles behind also sighing away...haha..den i also abit wan give up le la. shit la. joce like say enjoy 8 mths den go commit suicide. diaoz. haha maybe i'll join her.
hmm..actually im quite disappointed i cannot go tioman wif geri n deb la. at 1st tot can let e 3 of us relax for awhile..enjoy nature and be away from all e stupid things dats happening in singapore. in e end, stupid giodarno. hate giodarno...geri cannot take leave cos christmas coming...hai. im so sad....hahaz.
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
lamhui!!! i love u!! lolx. thanks for e card...so cute..snoopy. i dont hate u lar..lol..u pei me go do tat thing lei...shhh..hahah. thanks anyway!
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i hate u all...hate u hate u hate u.
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
im so so so tired. had a long day...woke up damn blardy early cos i wanted to go bishan delifrance study before i meet pink to buy sth for lim. den peiling working there too..so i went at like 9 plus...bought sth, and peiling gave me so much more...but i only paid abit..haha...after finishing my breakfast, i realised i forgot to take my tuition fees. gosh. went all e way back to get e money and den to bishan again. took me so long.
sian...waste time. den pink came, den we walk walk choose sth for lim..guess wad we get...we got him e jolene cai's new album!! lol. he love jolene la..tuition always sing e san shi liu ji...den during tuition today he was telling us some real ghost encounters his frens' met. wah lao..now i bathe or take lift i scared la. anyone wan to hear? i tell u all..haha. no more tuition...but we'll still meet to play tis game..forgot wad name le. lol.
anyways..i feel like going to church...but..li bu cong xin. ah. forget it. i feel like im like going tru tis period when i feel no one cares abt anyone..like...ppl r jus too occupied wif their own things and they've got no time to care...even if they wan to care, they dun haf extra energy to do it. its kinda sad...although i noe there's still some who care..but i jus can't help but feel negative abt humans. we all suck. and maybe that's y we need God? i dunno. craps. ignore.
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Friday, November 19, 2004
ok..at least i had much fun yesterday...watched princess diaries!! wif sue n pl. stupid sue came so late..mus catch e later one..but like tat also good..i can pei geri. e show was..not bad...quite nice!! lol...its too fairytale...u didnt noe u r a princess, den u found out, den u move into a palace...and den e next moment, u r ready to be queen. woah. and it was quite funny too...e cat n e dog's expression..lol.
after movie gen came...so me n geri joined them...haha den daryl, geri's bf, was sumwer in town
too..and e thing is, he look like gen!!!!! so we faster go find him, and gen screamed when daryl shocked her from e side...gosh. damn paiseh. whole bk looking at us. and they reallie look quite alike la...gen keep saying geri should haf like her when she was a bung back in sjc. diaoz. and ask if i'll like her tat time if she told me she like me. stupid...it was funny though. those times. now gen's a girl..lol. and we make weixiong tell us how he jio gen...left me n sue no xing fu now. but we happy la. lol peiling is so xing fu!!! her xing fu drives...a family car! so he drove all of us....cool~!
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
i feel like killing myself now...e papers were all so...easy...as in...quite easy la. but cos its an easy paper, i can't do. too much careless mistakes already la...damn sian damn sian damn sian. how can i allow myself to make such mistakes....i hope not too many ppl get As and Bs..or else i'll seriously end up wif 3 Cs...or worse..
finally get to go out!! after e 3 torturous papers tis week..sue is back!!
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
oh shit...i've got paper like 3 hrs later and im online. never tot tat studying can be quite torturous and horrible. its like, when u reallie try hard to study, when u reallie wan to do well, ur brain's not coordinating...things jus couldnt get into ur head. ok, even if it gets in, it doesnt stay. i was telling my mum my paper today, seriously cannot make it. she was like, nvm...jus pray harder, and if u think u give ur best later, den ok le lo. but i don't feel relieved even after she tell me it's ok to..not do well? lol. if i fail my econs....how....how? how? how??!! i'll be so...dead. praying for a miracle...
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Monday, November 15, 2004
"when one keeps thinking of one's worry, one is worrying. when one thinks of God's word instead, one is meditating"---> taken from zhumeiting's blog. lol.
right now...i feel abit L_ _ T and L_ _ _ _Y. no one seems to C_ _E how i am going to D_ E. but N_M...i will H_ _ _ _E this myself. And y weren't _ G_ _S here W_ _H _ _? W_ _ _ E W_ _E _ W_ _ _E I N_ _ _ _ D _?
its not meant to be read. unless u think u understand.
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
lolx...me n may did it again...haha...we lost our way again i mean...
was supposed to go find qianyi return her book but in e end we dunno is take wrong direction or forgot to alight cos it was too dark and we couldn't see anything...so we took like 1/2 hr to get there when its only 5 mins journey from harbourfront. heh. sian 1/2. forever doing these kinda things wif stupid maymay..haha.
anyway..e 3 of us were quite hardworking today...studied from 10 to 8? of cos, wif many eating breaks in between, and many chats. but nvm...lol we did alot too. haha. im sooo tired.
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
complains
ok...today is not a very good day...do dat shitty maths paper..its reallie quite shitty...e questions not very normal...like never do b4 kind...and yupei dear like taught me how to find e perpendicular distance 5mins before e paper and i still dunno how to do. crap. hai. nvm. paper 2 will be better. was quite funny...me n pinky like say we gonna sit damn far from each other, but in e end we sat next to each other....cannot take it...quite funny. lol.
anyway, i think singaporeans r reallie...yucks. dunno how to say man. keep pushing and squeezing on e bus...argh. den some dun wna move in. sick. ok enuff. and den, i waited for like 20mins for tat stupid 147...everytime mus 3 come together...sian man. wah...e more i say e more piss i get. and and and and...my tv is going haywire...cannot watch. shit shit shit. today is reallie not good...
hmm...very fast my exams gonna end. yeah. good and bad. hope everything will be e same again. heal e wounds pls. (ignore wad im trying to say)...
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Monday, November 08, 2004
haiyoh...damn shitty..my tv broke down at tis time. i should be thankful actually...like at THIS time. hai!!! cannot watch 11am show...luo jia liang's show k!! my fav. den now im watching e 5.30 show, but only can see e green, white, red lines at e background.....and listen of cos. sian 1/2. die la..i wan watch my 9pm show k!!! ok pls dun be mistaken. i did study. LOL. from 11.30 to 6....listening to e tv and doing maths. pro sia. i think its e longest i've ever done in my entire jc life. *think* yes. its e max!!! oh my goodness. im so proud of myself. hahaha. damn stressed....i need an A for maths...i mean NEED....or i'll jus...i dunno..im quite sure i wont kill myself though. but still...it'd be damn saddening. ok enuff crap. enuff rest. lets go.
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Friday, November 05, 2004
oh yes. gp done. yeah yeah. hope can pass. i used up e 11/2 hrs for compre fully. like write till e last second. lol. stupid AQ. mus pass mus pass pls. was giving my bro intensive A maths revision last night for his paper today. hope everything went well for him man.
anyways, thanks for e encouragement. i will try...to study hard.lol.
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Monday, November 01, 2004
i think im going to study very hard from today onwards...becos...i got NO TIME!!!!! reallie man...i see my bro studying his Os e day b4 his papers make me panic. so..i don't wan it. 5 hours of tv..cut down to 2hrs...and since e 2.30 show is finishing soon...its ok i guess. and tis stupid com of mine...i must forgo the time spent for internet use. to pursue better grades...hahahaha. ok. set. focus focus focus. cannot go out wif my buddies for 1 mth...ah.
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