arh...oh man....having diarrhoea is reallie a terrible feeling...met up wif pink yesterday 1st thing after i woke up and left e house...went little india try out e threading thinggi...they're reallie good man..but its real painful. den den den...i lost my beloved wallet....its such a...sad feeling. although i wasnt very sad lar..but e wallet's from e odac j2 girls leyx...sianz...and i love dat wallet la...haiz...den had to make pinky go down police station wif me..den e policemen there very cute also..e one attending to my case was like blurrer than me....seriously man..but its funny...so we spend most of e time walking, looking for e blardy police station n e mrt station. i wonder which idiot took up dat nice little wallet, my cash, my cards and my nice nice notes inside e wallet. gord.


anyways, den me n pink went to meet may go queensway...shop awhile...den me n may headed to BOON LAY, qianyi's plc for e odac j2 gathering...fun fun and much fun...only ended up attending to qianyi cos she was drunk...keep drinking vodka...crazy man...den she keep repeating e same things to us..."mus help me clear up my house arh...my mother will kill me.." may was so amused dat she kept giggling at qianyi at e back...lolx. den may was supposed to go club but her frens p.s her go in first..so she turn one big round go back qianyi's plc...so left me, andrey, jason, may n qianyi...e rest of e guys went lixing's plc and e girls went home. den we watched xia ri momo cha, we were soldiers and shrek...but e last 2 shows were like anyhow watch wan and we didnt finish both...okie..haven finish...haha..den me, siao and may were resting in e room den we decided to walk to shell to get sth to drink...walk here n there..den come back tok cok awhile at e pool...den slept at 5plus in e morning...and me n may left at 7plus..took a cab..cos she need rush for work though mine's a bit later...haha. im seriously tired...someone tell me how i can survive today...


now for e randoms..im quite surprised my mum allow me to sign up for a starhub line and get a new phone! i mean she hates starhub lines and tell me never ever to get it..but now she is actually giving e green light! yeah. pay day pls come...come..come...and qianyi, im so proud of u!! hahaha....i don't think i can do dat thinggi...it seems hard to make...keep up e good work. lol. and now....need to go bank take back my atm. craps.

so wad did i do on friday? hmm...okie..i went to check out e thailand/hongkong trip thinggi wif zong n muscle man (MM)...abit scared...cos heard terrorists r gonna bomb thailand...but MM thinks dat its still safe to go lor...den zong also dun think we r dat swey...but still..im abit scared. prefer hongkong..but maybe more ex lor..anyway, kinda get a better idea of e trip..at least.


den after dat..i went home..jus to get enuff time for a 1 hr nap..before i met MM again..and NG QIANYI was supposed to come! blardy. but well, i don't blame her..she wasn't in a mood. so left me n MM...don't anyhow think. tis is not wad i've always wished for..no its not..dun think im so sick k. hahaha. i tot it was quite weird..like..weird combi la..den we jus keep walking..aimlessly..around..still hoping NG QIANYI would turn up. den in e end, b4 we decided too buy tickets for e kungfu show, we tot of NG QIANYI again...and me n MM came up wif an idea...lol...we went carrefour...bought VODka (dat obviously is not strong enuff as compared to those at clubs), chips, and 3 diff types of kit kat for NG QIANYI to choose..haha. den me n MM went NQY's hse...*surprise*!!!!! lol...wanted to stayover there la...but NQY's mother abit 'pandang'...guys cannot slpover...hahhaa...MM's face like become abit so sad..haha..in e end, me n him took cab home at like 2.30am...


den...i was working on christmas..dat is ytd...den went to my aunt's plc for family gathering...obviously all of them r shocked dat i actually appeared in a skirt..and yeah am of cos, more feminine as compared to e past. so they were all trying to bomb me, again, wif lots of qs..and also teaching me how to become a better woman. haha. den we arranged to go outing on 15jan. haha...my aunt say need to make booking wan..she busy woman. crazy crazy wan la she. lol


ooo..den come today! went to work..finally saw my piggy after so many days...but he look so tired and all...den got my cousin's wedding dinner at pan pacific. i jus found out she's a chem lecturer in TJC and was supposed to be promoted to e principal but had to fly over to america wif her husband cos e husband gonna be some professor at some college or U there...dat couple is jus so cool la...6 years of courtship...including 4 yrs of long distance cos e guy was studying overseas...so cool!!! now i reallie feel like getting married....................................

*so its proven dat im reallie a left brainer..lol*

yeah...im in singapore. haha...didnt go malaysia...cos siao and eunice's mum dun allow...but we only found out it was a 2 days 1 night like on e day of e camp itself? if not, im quite sure they all can go...though muscle man say he'll go if i go..but he dun feel like going. haha...den jus now, i mean tis morning 6am go home dat time he keep saying he'll go if i go..den i keep saying but he dun feel like going. lolx. anyways, went siao's hse 2 nights ago to slpover...although we slept at like 4plus..we jus sat at e playground n poolside to tok...i tot it was quite a good chat, ya? lol. and..i kinda like e nuts lei siao. haha.


den e next morning we went to swim...and rot around..and went town...and den to zouk...and den walk to town and finally settled at youth park for a short nap. hahaz. it was quite fun la..but abit too tiring...haha..


and eunice..paiseh ah..when i angry or pissed my face jus shows it all..lol..so i think u got some of my hints right? reallie paiseh..but e shoe thinggi was reallie alright~! jus dat u too loh soh...keep wanting to change when my feet is already dirty la..haha. and siao pangsei us again...*bish*


i think im going trekking wif DEBORAH 2ml..hahaha...is she jio me go wan. damn surprised. haha and i miss my piggy....hahha

From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guydeeply,but she always ask him: "How deep is your love forme?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent heranger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in &agreed to let them get married.

So before he leave, they got engaged.The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted tocomfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone.Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions &millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let mehave the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.




oooh...shit man..these few days reallie tiring...also dunno wad's so tiring..maybe cos im always either running or walking real fast to my workplace cos im gonna be late...and plus e fact dat i haven been exercising..its really bad. lol. jus went to innotrek (this outdoor camp agency) training today...gonna be an instructor i think...i reallie dunno wad i should do man...to remain in e outdoor kind of life? or to jus sit in a comfy office, looking at piggy and getting good pay. shit shit shit. wad do i reallie wan. nvm. i'll jus go to e training camp next week at johore and i'll think if i wan to stay in it or not. and..susan is working at starhub!!!! lolx. together wif mengsan....tis is so fun. at least i can eat wif them next time though not in e same dept.

tis blogger reminds me of e situation at work today. e system was so slow...and e ppl kept like...showing their impatience..like its our fault we're slow...some dealers are reallie irritably disgusting noe. they expect me to noe everything and speak damn fastly and how do u expect my small ears to detect such fast flowing information? gosh. but today i reallie had a great laugh lah. cos me n may were in e toilet, and i was like, as usual, very fast...so i stood outside her cubicle while toking to her la. den she tot i was still inside my cubicle, so when she open her toilet door, she saw me standing there looking at her and she got a shock and started laughing out so damn loudly...and i got shocked by her apparently and...yar we jus stood there and laugh for like 10mins. reallie loud. like can't breathe like tat cos she said she thinks dat im like her mother, always stand behind her quietly den when she turn around, she get shocked. lol.


and i get to eat wif her today!!! but piggy (my in charge), like abit not happy we always request to eat together. oh by e way, did i say y we call him piggy?...cos may says his nose looks like a pig...which i obviously dun think it is!!! but ya anyways...he is so dao. oooo...and me and may are like so 3-8 dat we noe like all of our colleagues' status..like single, attached, married...LOl. piggy is not attached!!! but he is abit too dao....


to pink: oei i not angry wif u abt e hair thing la.. lol..like i said everyone got their own opinions..so its not ur stupid mindset. lol. and...haahhaha...i'll tell u more when i see u again! tc for now...


to geri: hope u r feeling better girl. rem, we r always behind u man!


to hui: u and ur stupid hopping idea....my legs r still...jus a little...painful....


to deb: happy awaiting ur sch reopening!


to eunice: happy birthday! not today though..but jus wish u again la.


siao...i noe u r waiting for urs..hahahhaz. but i got nth to say to u except...dun take away my muscle man man...! lol

let me see hur....tuesday i went out wif siao and may...to shop...and den met geri to shop...but i only managed to shop for my own things 1/2 hr b4 i left for hip hop class...i was kinda pissed la..like my aim dat day was to get my own stuff and i for once had some money wif me to do dat..but i had to sort of rush tru my shopping at e last min and finally get settled wif 2 tops. alright, den 1 went to hop...was irritated again...not by ppl la...but cos i dun haf trackpants for e class...i was like...its not like im going for a fashion parade..im jus learning how to dance la...but i guess wad e ppl say around me affected me alot. only sharon was like assuring me it was ok. so i was reallie reallie damn blardy pissed. aiyar i wasnt very happy e whole day la. keeping up wif society is reallie tiring and its a waste of resources...but ppl look at u so superficially dat u can't help but mus be able to give ppl a good 1st impression..which is ur outlook. wad a f*** up world.



ytd had to work...it was quite fun..cos may kept laughing at those aunties pronounce penang as dunno wad den she kept laughing...den i think vince had e best entertained day so far at starhub man...oh there's tis customer who wans to cancel her line...and e reason she gave was her husband scolded her for e line so she need to cancel. den may started laughing until she cannot stop...anyway...she failed her test again...lolx. 1 week plus she haven officially started work..den i kept suaning..haha..ok but she assure me she'd pass tis friday...hope so man. or else she'll get sacked...no pls...lol. i'll haf no company...although i can look at my cute i/c...he is reallie cute man. sheesh.



oh yar..actually i reallie wanted to go for my church camp...but i was reallie physically tired and abit mentally weak to go...somemore i can only join them for 1 day...nvm. there'll be a next camp right? lol.



ps: pinky, paiseh cannot meet u for lunch!!! i meet u on friday k? dun sad for now...although i dunno wad happen to u lar..but, i'll support u ya? lol..im working hard now...heh

finally i got time to use e com. although i am online all e time while at work, but i can't do personal stuffs. now i noe its reallie tiring to work in an office. i dunno y my neck aches so much when i can lean on my chair lei. weird and im saying its reallie painful. haha okies. i feel like im talking so professionally tru e phone when working. cannot say hello and byebye. so...haiyoh. and my in charge dun let me eat wif maymay la. so sad noe...i ate alone like twice liao..cos its like reallie weird to eat wif my colleagues la...no common topic yet..but ok, i guess im getting used to eating alone le. no big deal after i heard from geri its common. lol. and..oh man..i think my i/c quite...*ahem*..cute. LOL omg. haha...shit man. hahaha...2ml off finally~ hooray!
oh...and i wan to highlight sth again. i think guys r still jerks la. although i dun deny there're bitches around too..but who cares. e world is too messy now...

oh yes! i finally finished dat show....ah..but feel abit sad for kui...eyes open open see his love marry his brother..but that family's relationships r reallie weird man...i also dunno y i enjoy tat show so much..hahaz. but tis kind of love story hardly happen wan la. wer got such good lobang sia. limhui, still got new shows lend me not! haha im so bored. or geri, lend me wad u haf man.

aaaahhhh...so freaking tired!!! today's lesson was.....oh my god...so much information..so scary. den sth malu happened. hahaz. now i think of it still can laugh...cos we were supposed to type in this NRIC eg. S1234567B..so e trainer was like reading out "S1234567BANGKOK" and i typed e whole thing down including bangkok...lol. den e trainer look at my screen and say...y ur NRIC got bangkok wan......den may looked at my screen and started laughing...alamak. so paisehx. den whenever me n may think of it now we can still laugh...y am i always doing stupid things. wahaha. wad a tiring day. 2ml off day!!! cool eh. but gotta go some camp instructor thinggi...heh

im working today!!! woohoo. end of my boring life. start of another kind of boring life. shucks. but...now me n may got more money to eat. yeah. oh, im working wif her. at starhub. not sell handphones wan...but admin n pick up calls kind. hooray.

Uray Wong
13th July 1986